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i feel like people forget that characters don’t always just like. fall in love instantly. like they can have genuine feelings and not be IN LOVE yet. like there are layers. no, neither kant or bison are IN LOVE with each other yet. that doesn’t make the feelings they do have any less real? it doesn’t make it less painful for kant to realize he’s actively falling for someone he also has to betray or for bison to know how suspicious kant is and also be actively falling for him. same goes for style and fadel, like no i don’t think either of them are IN LOVE yet… it doesn’t mean they’re not still interested? it doesn’t mean their feelings aren’t genuine, that they aren’t enjoying each others company? there IS a middle ground believe it or not. you have to fall in order to be in love - these characters are still in the falling stage
#quite literally OBVIOUSLY they’re not in love yet#but it’s also crazy to think these feelings suddenly came about this episode either#like i saw someone say kant only felt something for bison after he helped with babe and like.#you’re entitled to your opinion but kant was giggling kicking his feet after just their one night stand#he had a crush! so of course his feelings have only been growing??#like you could make the argument for when he started seeing bison as a PERSON#like i personally think it’s when he saw those northern lights pics#but you don’t need to see someone as a real person to find them cute and have a crush either#cause in a lot of ways when those fluttery feelings exist it’s an idolized version#or in kants case - mix of oh i think he’s cute and good in bed and also he’s a killer#so there’s those two extremes he’s battling and then he sees the northern lights and realizes bison has dreams and is like oh.#yknow??#this post is also partially inspired by rosy assuming i meant style was in love bc i said he wanted to pursue fadel for real last week shsk#so rosy if you see this love u#the heart killers
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i think the most important thing in the world is vbs being best friends who love each other so much and are super affectionate with each other like. listen to me:
- when toya hugs kohane he'll pick her up a tiny bit (a tiny bit is all he can manage. noodle arms) and she squeals with delight every time
- toya just really likes hugs in general. it's suuuuper common for him to just come up behind akito or an or kohane and wrap his arms around them and lean his head against theirs. hello and goodbye hugs with him always last a good 20 seconds because he won't let go sdjfjsnfkd
- kohane loooooves to tuck her hand in the crooks of her teammates' elbows while they're walking together. this way she won't get lost <3 sometimes she'll hold onto like, akito's elbow with one hand and an's with the other. it's very cute. and as vbs has grown closer, she's started to switch to hand holding. (don't tell anyone but akito's her favorite to hold hands with because he swings their arms as they walk and it's cute)
- also, kohane's hair tends to be messy because of her damn hats and this bugs akito so he spends a lot of time fussing over it. he'll just sort of...tug her closer and take out the pigtails and comb through it with his fingers. at some point she starts packing a brush in her bag to placate him. i like to think akito knows how to do hair because ena will sometimes make him do hers so after a while he stops just rebrushing kohane's hair and starts pulling it up in different ways... braiding it... etc... and he starts keeping things like hairspray in His bag. yknow. jic
- the hairstyling extravaganza extends to an and toya too. (i mean there's only so much akito can do with toya but he tries...) it's a calming thing for him - fiddling with his teammates' hair as they plan setlists or wait backstage. and having your hair played with is always nice <3
- i think shortly after teaming up an started giving kohane little kisses on the cheek. not as a romantic gesture - just simple affection! and after a while, she starts kissing toya and akito too. toya is always happy to lean down so she can pepper his face with little platonic kisses, but she usually has to wrestle akito. it's all in good fun and he'll always relent and let her kiss him in the end
- speaking of platonic kisses, i ALSO think that akito gives toya little kisses from time to time. it started back when they were still BAD DOGS. toya wasn't having a great time one night and after soothing him with a good sturdy hug, akito kissed the top of his head. it completely floored toya and akito blew up when he realized what he did. and they never fucking talked about it <3 but since toya didn't seem MAD about it, akito decided to stick with it and kept giving toya kisses like that. it's not common, and he ONLY does it when they're alone. except for when they make up after their little divorce arc in the main story. IGNORE the gunjo sanka mv and listen to me. they HUG after their heart to heart. and akito kisses toya's cheek. right around where he punched him
- but an's overaffectionate nature kind of rubs off on akito after a while. so he becomes less stingy when it comes to kisses and starts giving them to kohane and an too <3
- they lean against each other while sitting like kohane might cuddle into toya's side or an goes and lays her head on akito's shoulder
- and they have sleepovers and they fall asleep comfortably tangled up together (or not comfortably. at all. seriously cuddling while sleeping can get so uncomfy but it's worth it to be so close to someone you love). ken's taken quite a few adorable (and sometimes really funny) pictures of all four of them passed out on piles of blankets and futons. just dad things
i could go on forever it's just. platonic affection is so important to me and it's so frequently Ignored in fandom spaces. and in the case of vbs and the prsk fandom specifically, there's a tendency to separate vbs into akitoya VS anhane. which is so 💔 because the whole POINT of their story is that while they started off as separate duos, that's no longer the case! they've become such good friends. they're inseparable.
like even jokes about akito and an being "wlw and mlm hostility" are starting to wear on me because... they're friends, guys. they're incredibly close. akito is always looking out for an and is right by her side to support her through all the shit she's currently struggling with. there's no "hostility" present in their relationship. like, if you actually look at the game's text, an... rarely teases akito. the person who teases him the most is actually toya but you know... whatever... gotta reduce an down to a mean lesbian amirite... completely ignoring that she's one of the kindest characters in the whole game...
idk. i juuuuuust wish that this fandom wasn't so defensive and obsessive over shipping akitoya and anhane (mostly akitoya while anhane is a second thought but YOU KNOW) because it results in so many people watering down vbs as individuals And as pairs - because all they care about is shipping. like i promise that the other dynamics in vbs are worth exploring (both platonicallyand romantically but too much of this fandom still feels threatened by m/f vbs ships). and hell, explore akitoya and anhane on a platonic level, too! don't just jump to shipping them because teehee boyxboy and girlxgirl. take the time to understand what draws them together in the first place
i love friendship. i love when friends outwardly express their affection for each other and it doesn't have to have any romantic implications. can we talk about friendship for once like this game is literally The Ultimate Friendship Simulator feat. Hatsune Miku
#it's so dark in here#project sekai#akito shinonome#an shiraishi#kohane azusawa#toya aoyagi#vivid bad squad#kind of a cross-post from twitter i'm just thinking about these dorks again...#every day i become more and more partial to akikoha and antoya over akitoya and anhane. like i'll always love vbs every way but#the set up of akikoha and antoya more clearly represents how much their friendships have grown. yknow. i'm going to cry#also antoya is so funny because it's like the only an ship where she gets completely disarmed and becomes an easily flustered mess#and toya isn't even doing anything. he's just standing there being a corny dork and an's like AAAAAA AKITO HOW DO YOU PUT UP WITH HIM#and akito just laughs. and gets a pillow thrown in his face for it#polysquad and m/f vbs ships are GOODyou are all just mean.#also if you ask me there is no 'm' in vbs anyway akito's a lesbian and toya is. um. all of it.evrry gender but also NONE of them 💖
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something that is like the baseline of amys entire character to me is that shes lonely. shes clingy and physically affectionate in a way none of her friends really are, shes always getting pushed aside and left behind. yeah, she helps out people she doesnt know because shes a nice person, but also, she sees part of herself in them. she wont leave someone else behind because she knows the feeling —and more importantly, hates the feeling. if she doesnt have somebody to stand by her and be there for her, then shes going to be that person for everybody else. something something her obsession with sonic is really just like a manifestation of that desire for closeness with someone, and she thinks that romance is the only way to get that. idk... this hedgehog can have so many abandonment issues.
#me posts#amy rose#sth#sonic the hedgehog#and this is not to say at all that romance is the only way to have 'real' love or anything#just that yknow part of her breaking free of that would also be realizing that she just wants closeness with someone and it doesnt-#-have to be romantic#aroace amy could fit this i suppose and she just doesnt know it yknow. thats not my hc but i support their beliefs if that makes sense#she wants to be loved and she wants to love and she doesnt really get a big outlet for that so she shares it with everyone she sees#also i didnt wanna jam up the post but GAMMA!! this is partially abt gamma she helps him find out how to love and how to find joy in it-#-bc its what she wants for herself. she sees him and sees how completely alone he is and she wants to help him. idk idk something something#-when she was locked in the cell she saw part of herself staring back at her#gamma parallels to amy is SLEPT ON i stg i could make a whole other post about it#idk.. whenever im writing amy or just thinking abt how shed interact with others its always from the lens that she craves closeness with-#-others. she wants people to just stay for once.#does this make any sense. idk man im rambling here#my worst nightmare is characterizing her wrong its such a fine line and sometimes the words do not come out of my brain right#btw this is NOT me dissing amy i love amy. she is like top three favorite character.#important context: im typing this with amy firefox theme rn ok. ok im an amy fan.#she points at the minimize button like shes telling me to log off#jesus christ i just scrolled back up i love to put a whole other post in the notes dont i
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ridiculous little alien baby
#im procrastinating So Hard Sigh#anyway i think theyre like. born super fluffy. partially bc yknow they live on a cold planet#and then they lose their hair as they grow up#i cant decide whether their patterns would also carry over to their fur as well or whether theyd only be visible underneath#also their ears r really oversized#and like cats they dont open their eyes til a while after theyre born#this kind of makes me want to draw a pkt fanchild kinda where they adopt a lil sk kid maybe a relative of ziggy or smth#but i actually dont know if theyd want a kid im highkey projecting my desire to not have kids ever on them#like not every pairing has to form a nuclear family with kids guys#but maybe it would be cutes idk. joe gets to break whatever generationsl trauma was going on in his family
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my gender has been legally changed for years all my paperwork done up I have a new birth certificate and everything and yet still every time I go into a new medical facility it says female on any of my paperwork. no it is never* medically necessary for them to know and yes it constantly causes confusion at the reception desk and literally every single time it's pointed out they cross it out and say oh no we'll get that fixed because it should match your legal gender. next time I get a printout and it says female. pleaseeeeeee I have a beard, all we're doing is confusing the staff at the lab when I get blood drawn
*never might be an exaggeration but certainly more often than not, its irrelevant. exactly why did my antibiotics prescription for an ear infection need to have my gender on it in the first place. and exactly why did the walk in clinic have me listed as female when supposedly my gender has been changed in the system as per my GP's assurance and also all the legal identification I gave them said M. I recognize that of transgender healthcare problems this one is pretty mild but like c'mon man...
#good idea generator#several senetences on this post arguably hashtag problematic and unnuanced#but this is not a post about trans healthcare generally its my complaining post about my life. yknow#same thing at my uni i went in and got my gender changed. 3 yrs later im on my student account#and im like hmm. now why does this say female#i only ever got THAT changed because my school swapped to self selection for gender LOL#partially my fault bc i dont bring it up. am always afraid to make it worse 🤪
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well that physics quiz went quite fucking awful
#here’s to hoping i got at least a C on it because jesus christ#at least it was multiple choice so i had a CHANCE of getting them right#if it weren’t for that i genuinely would’ve only gotten 1 right out of 6 lmfao#so. i feel good about 3 out of the 6#and for the other three i just kinda messed with the numbers throwing shit together#until my calculator eventually spat out a number that was close enough to one of the options#on one though i literally just. couldn’t get it#the question was like ‘how fast does the car need to be going to successfully jump the gap’#and i chose the highest option and wrote ‘well if it’s going as fast as possible it’ll make the jump. the question isn’t asking-#-for the *minimum* velocity to make the gap’#so like. will i get partial credit for it? perhaps not. but i showed my work in my efforts to Try to actually solve it out#but. yknow. we will live
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"trade" for the WIP asks!
hi maddie!! we have immediately stumbled upon adolescent/young adult spock telling kirk why he likes living on vulcan:
"While you owe no one a smile or exchange of pleasantries, and while chance encounters which, when elongated, delay the completion of one’s daily tasks, are considered rude, it is also of course logical to treat everyone with the utmost respect and compassion. Vulcan society operates under the assumption that there is an entire universe contained within every mind, every soul. Relationships are established and conducted on the basis of practicality and mutual consent. I would not trade that culture for one of insincere smiles and relationships of obligation.”
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not sure how much of my reylo disdain is for legitimate reasons and how much it’s historically been more of a “god i wish that were me” thing, and figuring out the answer to that question would require watching the sequel trilogy again
#i think with tfa and tlj at least it didn’t work for me partially bc SHE didn’t want it#like it felt like he was kinda forcing (lol) it#also finn was so sidelined for reylo and that made me pretty mad#and i wanted kylo ren to have an arc relating to his parents and chewy and redeeming himself alone#rather than being like a byronic tragic romantic interest#maybe ill rewatch them all#i only saw ros once#sw#in general tbh i just think it’s like ‘hey rey doesn’t want to be in this situation but yknow who definitely would? insane bitches#and at that point the genre is just… different?#romantic interest kylo ren is great but i think he had so much more potential#and the way he ended up being used was not super fitting for star wars#and not really in a good way#and besides liking reylo esp with how ros ends feels like just kinda playing yourself like uhhhhhh that sucks
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Izana 🤝 Senju
Sano-Manjiro-ruined-my-life Club
#thats how i imagined their relationship bc its funny lol#would have loved to see them interact#im delusional but theyre close in final timeline. and their ghosts in Bonten would also be. i mean their gang's kanji were put together to#make a new one. they were forced to share their time together in the afterlife. keeping an eye on Mikey together.#sure they might resent him a bit. but they also feel a particular affection/fondness towards him yknow?#he is (partially and they know its only partially. they know its bc its easier to blame him than to nuance all of what happened) the reason#their life went bad (he aint. their life sucked already. but Shinichiro and Emma spending more/all of their time with Mikey rather than him.#and Sanzu gaining lifelong facial scars because of Mikey. (and her.) make him easier to blame. easier to resent.)#i need to stop thinking of senju as a very lonely and resentful person but thing is she lost all of her friends and didnt gain any in the#meantime so i cant lol#its called projecting
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while it is not a great idea, glancing at the eclipse for a few seconds without glasses will not permanently blind you, just don't look at it any longer than you would glance at the regular sun lmao.
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everyones predicting garret will be this universe's charlie and possess the puppet which i don't disagree with. but also. would it not be an equally exciting twist if garret was still alive
#no one would call it bc afton just Doesnt Leave Survivors#im just saying if vanessas not the one getting successfully brainwashed into a murder machine..... maybe they just picked someone else#orrrr alternatively they could be saving a vanny thing for the future#obv that gets hard to justify bc yknow. if vanny is a thing afton programmed into her while raising her why wouldnt he#set her off in the climax#so im thinking smth like. what if the damage/coma? from the stabbing trips a wire in her head and makes her more susceptible#or obv he could grab her after reviving and just do it then which would also be an interesting turn#like hes like 'clearly you only survived me stabbing you as a sign i need to try again' or w/e#sorry got distracted there but !! alive brainwashed garret would be an interesting twist bc like. imagine#mikes reaction? vanessas bc obviously she feels like everything afton did is at least partially her fault???#having to free him? not being ABLE to free him?? him not wanting to be freed or not actually being brainwashed??#him potentially holding mike responsible for him getting kidnapped and being stockholmed into hating mike for it?#the possibilities are endless#also back on vanessa vanny that could also be a fun way to integrate princess quest and freeing her#even a nod to vr if you still want it to be the vr headset that lets afton into her head#fnaf movie spoilers#also how long do ppl usually tag spoilers for things i usually just do it until i get too annoyed by it to continue LMAO
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alright arknightsblr. dawn of the final day one day before the 4.5 event confirmation etc etc. what're we thinking
#im hoping for holz content in any capacity. my 2nd hope is for that holz content to align with what makes me like his character :')#yin-thoughts#arknights#not really partial to the possibility of arturia personally bc i havent seen execalter's event story so i only vaguely know her deal#interested in the possibility of viv though#yknow actually hey how come final fantasy 14 news and ak news lined up to be right after eachother that's amusing lol
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Y'know I act like I don't write enough but there is thousands upon thousands of words in my wips that might not ever see the light of publishing day for the rest of you but like. I Still Wrote Them. I actually do write more consistantly than I seem to think I do.
#i have a hard time finishing writing is the thing#the clarity for my ideas comes in waves#so sometimes i only have partial plots or short bursts of a story and thats it#and its frusterating to not have something In Full to show#but its not like. nothing either yknow?#its still something even if its only for me to see
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anyway. in my awesome canon its russet in there and not dedf1sh and she doesnt know what an off the hook is
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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)
Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...
Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!
(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)
I know what you are.
Farewell, now!
(She then leaves the way she came from.)
(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)
And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...
(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)
You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?
I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.
(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)
Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way
(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)
Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.
WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.
Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever
#bright spark#<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky#the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE#SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you#to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this#is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay#nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are#honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang#spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main#cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her#own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally#i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel#like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything#with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite#finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives#happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared#to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that#respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a#method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy#excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going#sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay
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im such a judgmental cunt im trying to work on it though
#my mom is also like that and so is my sibling we are trying to work on it together <3 lmao#like i love people. in a general big picture sense. but individually i find it hard not to write ppl off immediately for small things#i think partially its my upbringing but also frm being socially isolated for a very long time#and also just general bad luck with ppl im forced to interact with a lot. i try to let them grow on me but it never gets better i only feel#like i have less and less in common with them#and then i get annoyed by certain traits or interests that arent morally bad at all but are things ive learned to associate with ppl i dont#like. so i give less ppl chances yknow. idk like i know im not perfect i say dumb things im into stupid shit. my politics arent 100% free of#hypocrisy. its hard to grow when ur one friend is also like that i love my sibling but we both gotta work on it.#also this obv isnt a woe is me post it is my responsibility to be better
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